Walking around the house feeling so lost and confused by tiredness. Looking for small things to do to keep me occupied, yet even when I tried to do them I would struggle and get angry with myself.
I sat and pulled some weeds out of the borders and this was nice for about 1 minute! Then I just became uncomfortable and gave up. I realised I was fighting a losing battle with the tiredness and no matter what I tried to do, I just didn't have the energy. I got the chair out of the shed and got comfy with my pillow and blankets. It felt beautiful. I was out of breath laid there - it took ages to catch my breath. I got frustrated again then - the neighbour over the hedge at the end of our garden started to cut their grass. So loud and just bad timing! So I got myself comfy on the sofa, Anthony pulled the curtains on and put Shrek 2 on. It felt lovely to be all snug and I realised I had finally given in to the fatigue.
I fell asleep.
I woke up to Mum and Dad popping in for a brew. Mum had brought me some county living magazines and gardening books to enjoy. Dad had some cream buns in a carrier bag and we all enjoyed a coffee and a bun and watched the end of Shrek 2..
This morning I woke up feeling so much better. Had a beautiful, relaxing bath and pampered myself to feel lush. The sun is shining and there's a smell of Autumn in the air.Not sure what we're up to today. Just see where the day takes us and how I feel, to enjoy feeling well and being at home is sometimes just enough!
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