After my awful experience at lunch time with that phone call to Job Centre Plus, I felt so down. So fed up. Everything was getting to me and I just sobbed on the sofa.
The 6 ulcers I have on the left of my mouth are so painful it's so hard to talk, it irritates me so much! Why WHY WHY. So I've just been a nightmare today with that and chemo side effects on top. When Jen called me I was fed up and not in the best of moods. So I feel crap about that. Rarely get like that but I did today.
Picked Anthony up from work and now I just feel lost and a bit like I'm not here...
On the plus.., Chemo 12 is going ahead tomorrow. 1pm. The final hurdle.
All finished sooooooon xx
My name is Liz Ellis. Here you can read all about my experience of Hodgkin's Lymphoma, a form of cancer. I was diagnosed on 30th March 2011. I began writing this blog the day after! I found it a really helpful way to get my feelings out. My chemotherapy finished on 6th October 2011. I have been in remission since Nov 2011. Please share my blog with everyone you can to help create an awareness. Click 'Contact' to get in touch. It would be lovely to hear from you :]
If you want to start at the beginning of my journey click on 'April' and then my first entry '1.From November 2010 until March 30th 2011.
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